Silent Day!

Always hoping there is joyful result come out, but i got a rejection. it's totally painful and hate. trying to forget   the feeling that i hv, almost success but feeling of hate is coming again. 

Yesterday night, listen to that kind of conversation makes me hate it. I really hate it. hate it. hate it. Am i not fit enough to get the thing that i wan. what else should i do to make im worthy to get it? huh! tired!