Along the way going to church, i'm trying to pretended i'm okie. i wish i could go through everything with happily that day, but i didn't do it. i feel kinda guilty and regret for what i had done cuz my emotion effect people around me.
Trying so hard to find comfort from U after everything happen so suddenly, until i realize is me who seldom spend a moment to took a sit and talk to you. Crying so hard knowing that i completely forget how much u willing to listen to what i want to say.
Until i woke up this morning, my eyes sight direct to a book called "drawing near" just right beside my pillow. And i just stare at the book for a few second, and i know is me who didn't willing to spend some time to draw near to u and listen to your voice. I still remember every time i go to church every Friday, i really wanna talk to you personally cuz i couldn't find a suitable place to talk to u in my own room. really depress that moment that make me feel many time wanna run out from the church and go up stair to talk to u, how much i need u that moment but i didn't do it. I really miss the time i could talk to u. As i stared and i started to open and read the books. i found comfort in U when i found this.
My heart has heard you say, "come and talk with me" And my respond, " Lord, i'm coming" (Ps. 27:8 NLT)
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